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Reese Oliver Turns Pain Into Self-Acceptance on Emotionally Charged Debut EP “multicolored”

Writer: Jennifer Gurton
Jennifer Gurton
1 hour ago
4 min read

Los Angeles-based alternative pop artist and producer Reese Oliver has released his debut EP, multicolored, a deeply personal five-track project exploring identity, vulnerability, and the emotional consequences of growing up in a world that demands conformity. The EP marks a compelling new chapter for Reese Oliver and sets the stage for an upcoming debut album.

Originally from Atlanta, Georgia, Reese Oliver draws on childhood bullying, societal expectations, and the complicated journey toward self-acceptance. Blending alternative pop, indietronica, and experimental electronic influences, multicolored transforms difficult memories into an unapologetic exploration of individuality.

Each track represents a different emotional experience, moving through loneliness, empathy, perfectionism, sadness, and ultimately strength. Songs like “roadkill” confront the damaging expectations placed on young boys, while “golden” examines the exhausting pursuit of validation. By the closing track, “sidewalk chalk,” the project arrives at a powerful declaration of resilience.

Beyond its personal significance, Reese Oliver is donating 50% of the EP's proceeds to The Trevor Project, supporting LGBTQ+ youth in crisis. With another single planned before year's end, multicolored offers more than an introduction. It's the beginning of a larger story about reclaiming identity and finding freedom through self-expression.



Growing up in the South, you experienced pressure to fit into traditional expectations of masculinity. Looking back, what was the defining moment when you realized you wanted to stop changing yourself for other people's approval? I don’t know if there was one defining moment as much as there was a gradual realization: I needed to simply accept that not everybody would like me for who I was. Trying to change yourself for others is exhausting. It’s ineffective, too, ‘cause nobody can truly love you if they don’t know who you really are. A lot of multicolored unpacks the detriments of trying to be someone you’re not. I hope the songs can help listeners struggling with their identity to come to this realization as well. Each song on multicolored represents a specific emotion. How did you approach translating those feelings into production choices, and were there particular sounds or techniques that helped communicate what words couldn't? When producing the EP, I knew I wanted the production to be loud, dramatic, colorful, queer, and unique: all characteristics that others told me to hide. My favorite production choice that I played with, though, was distortion. For “roadkill,” I wanted the track to feel aggressive and dark. I used a ridiculous amount of distortion on the bass and crunchy FX sounds throughout to craft the song’s environment, which I wanted to feel somewhat hostile. I also played with a lot of synthetic, electronic sounds on “afterparty (it’s all blue)” to reflect the internal struggle of needing to be vulnerable but feeling afraid to. The cold, computerized sound parallels the front the speaker puts up. It takes a lot of strength to fight against your instincts and break free from the fears and bad habits that control you. The abrupt, glitchy sounds represent those moments of breakthrough.


“golden” explores the destructive pursuit of perfection and validation. Do you think social media has made this pressure even more intense for younger generations, particularly those trying to discover their identities? Definitely. Social media enables people to compare themselves to literally everyone in the entire world. That’s not natural. On top of that, curating a ‘profile’ forces us to carefully consider how we present ourselves to the world. For younger generations, an Instagram or TikTok account can be their first intentional exploration of self-expression. As the algorithm places metrics on how much we’re “liked” and comments allow anybody to leave their unsolicited opinion on us, it’s no surprise that Gen Z and Gen Alpha struggle with anxiety, perfectionism, and an addiction to validation. For young people trying to discover themselves, please don’t let social media pollute your mind. The internet is nothing like the real world, and your worth is not determined by others


You're donating 50% of the EP's proceeds to The Trevor Project. What inspired that decision, and how do you hope your music can reach young listeners who might be experiencing the same isolation you once felt? When I first started writing music in middle school, it healed me. Listening to vulnerable songs by artists like Conan Gray and Billie Eilish inspired me to confront my emotions and identity. Their music helped me realize I wasn’t alone in my struggles, which gave me the courage to start writing my own songs and unpacking my feelings. It did wonders for my mental health. I knew I wanted my first EP to give back in the same way that music had given so much to me. My goal as a musician is to help others. I decided to donate 50% of the proceeds to expand the power multicolored has to create an impact on the world. Throughout the project, I explore the importance of expressing yourself and sharing your emotions, even the ones that feel scary to talk about. Everyone deserves to have somebody they can talk to, and The Trevor Project provides that for LGBTQ+ young people across the country. I hope multicolored can provide listeners with the courage to confront their insecurities, let their emotions out, and realize they don't have to face their struggles alone. Through The Trevor Project, I hope to help connect people with the support they deserve.


You've described multicolored as a prelude to your debut album, teasing what's next with the word “escape.” Without revealing too much, how does the upcoming album build on this story, and what does escape mean to you creatively and personally? Multicolored takes place in a world where you can’t be yourself. Inspired by my own struggles with identity and homophobia, the songs provide a backstory. Who was I before I learned how to be myself? The album I’ve been working on exists in that same world, but it explores a metaphorical breakthrough. When I was younger, I thought I’d be trapped in sadness and hatred forever. The next chapter investigates the complexities of growing from your past and learning to let things go, even when it’s hard to move forward. When you decide to choose yourself, you can finally figure out who you really are.

 
 
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